Ritual work is work

Hi Lala Fam, I want to first express my sincere gratitude for the familys service they provide. What an impact they are making!! Second, I had booked several rituals based on availability and I am all kinds of raw and vulnerable and super emotional and sensitive. Almost triggering depressive bouts and second guessing everything . I did give myself a rose 🌹 petal bath and just acknowledging all negative thoughts and emotions and telling them they can pass by. cant help but worry I’m ruining all the petition work done previously...and trying to not over think. I’m out of candles so patiently waiting. carrying lots of rose with me to soothe. I have a honey drip ritual scheduled tomorrow for my POI I cant influence right? I’m just in a raw my hearts cracked open and I am purging. 🤪 I would love some sweet attention from him🥰🥰