Good Friend, Bad Friend, ooorr!!

Stepping aside and listening to your intuition. I have been friends with someone for almost 20 years. I just came into knowing this piece of self maybe three years ago. she just found out about it about six months ago. Long story short she’s going through a really bad break up, she lost a great career (which honestly was her.) She knows how I feel, it’s no shade. She has two young daughters by her ex. It was a ten year relationship and 2 year break up now. Her ex moved on and is now married, with a almost 1 year old son.

She says things like, she feel someone put something on her a lot.

So here is my dilemma. And I asked that you be respectful with your reply. However, I am open to all communication and conversation about the situation.

Back to my dilemma. I want to help her, but she does not believe. Which makes me feel like I will be fighting against her energy to remove certain blockages. I also feel like she twist things to make it seem like something it is not at times. An attempt to manipulate me to do what she wants me to do. Next I have caught her in so many lies It’s honestly ridiculous. I don’t address them because when I do, it becomes something else and it feels very gaslighting at times. So I started learning to care less.

Also, quick story I didn’t listen to what spirit was telling me to do, which was no. I did un hex healing and halo for her, but I also did a white candle with my own herbs. She told me it made her feel demonic. Which lead her to break her exes PlayStation. That hurt my feelings and upset me, however I took full accountability for not listening. Recently when it was brought up, she apologized and said it had nothing to do with me.

She was having really bad stomach pain for a week and I broke down and did a healing candle of my own for her next day. She was feeling better. I waited another day and then told her I did work on her. She said she still was sick when she was perfectly fine the last two days. Weeks later, she apologized, but that was only because she was setting up to ask me for work. Which I said no.

So after listening to Lala daughter last night talk about Jupiter and what is about to take place from Oct to Feb. (it’s a 94 min video on her page). I can feel this coming to an end.

What would you do?! Do work to help?! Walk away completely?! Find another way?!

I’m pulled in the above.