This rite has me on a roller coaster ride. I 1st felt sadness which I still feel every now & then. My husband lately has been more affectionate & raw with his feelings which is out of character for him. He admitted his 1st I love you was real after our 1st time having sex, it wasn't a gas up as he has stated for years 2 digits(He was the 1st to say it when we started).He also admitted he fell in love with me when he 1st saw me actually & that I'm the 1st he ever fell in love with. He has been more touchy feely. Also when we have sex it feels like more intense emotion wise now like one of the times after the ritual I felt like I was about to cry in the process of climaxing and even after as well like a tearless cry.But it has been less frequent its weird like I'm barely in the mood but when I do have sex its very good but im not my horny self anymore lol..It's like ok u want it? here i'm usualy mostly the initiator..I almost had a pregnancy scare as my period was 3 days late..I have been in a work-a-holic mood .This past week though I just feel more weird like a part of me died or like a part of my soul is gone, or like I was violated like a sick weird feeling like nauseating idk but thats the best how I can describe it..I was fighting a spiritual battle before this and was on a constant cleanse & protection against someone and their bad energy..Regardless though I know this storm shall pass with w/e im feeling and I anticipate a huge blessing soon 🤑 as I am motivated and I'm constantly thinking of new stratagies to elevate & be financially wealthy.I will update if I have anything new come through..Thank you Lala & my spiritual team working on my behalf for this oppurtunity.
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