I've been in some kind of major depressive state off and on as long as I can remember and need help shaking this once and for all. It's like I can never be happy, can't feel loved (actually feel hated) and everything feels pointless. Please help! If there's anything y'all think I need outside of what I have please let me know, I'll try anything at this point. ❤️
I've done the following(not in this order):
Heading/Halo/Unhex x2
Heading
Deliverance
Choir of cherubim (3 days ago)
Crossroads
Supreme 4
Simi oil
Others I have:
Sweetening
6 pent of Mars
3 Kings
Lilith
11Witch
Mars
11Savage
11Master
Omni Spirit ether
Omni shield ether
Omni love ether
Supreme2
Solar plexus chakra
Throat chakra
Heart chakra
Charm ether
Truth ether
Supreme quantum ether
Healing vessel


I think you’ve reached the truth point in humanity and human life is empty and meaningless! We give it meaning but the fact is its really empty!