One of My Main Addictions Cured!

Hello The Conjure Fam! Hope everyone who is affected by the winter storm in the US continues to pull through 💜 We still don't have running water in Northern Louisiana, but I am grateful to have everything else 💜

I'm just stopping by to give my review of Addiction! I first Addiction twice (using the same candle) last year (Oct. and Dec.)and saw immediate movement afterwards, but the results were temporary. I say this because it felt like I was trying to ignore it and not really addressing it, and missing another layer or piece of the puzzle. After letting the candle burn completely in Dec. i followed up with Chaela's Divine 9 ceremony, then Unhex last month. These amplified Addiction's magic, but again, the results were TEMPORARY.

Now, this past Sunday, I lit Halo and felt amazing shortly after I lit it. That same night I decided to connect with my deceased maternal Grandmother and asked her to help me break our family's generational curses. I asked her to send me a message through my dreams and send me a feather to let me know she heard me. Let me tell you...SHE DID THAT SHIT! She guided me in the right direction and I discovered a generational curse was directly linked to my most problematic addiction: MALADAPTIVE DAYDREAMING. This has lead to the stagnation of not moving forward the way I want to because it's a form of escapism rooted in TRAUMA, and this has plagued me since I was a child. I would escape to the world inside my head for HOURS because I didn't like nor wanted to face my actual reality. I wasn't focused on what I needed to do in this world, but what I wanted to do and control in my mind.

The next day, as a result, I had one of the most disturbing, yet enlightening conversation with myself by digging deep into the ugly side of my being. A self reflection that I DESPERATELY needed. Now, I literally am repulsed by the idea of slipping into this because I'm now aware of reason WHY it occurred to a T. I can now visualization who and where I want to be without being fixated on it to where it was a distraction.

I can now safely say the results of Addiction are now PERMANENT because I really had to ask one of my ancestors for help to see the bigger picture, put all of the pieces together and heal what was blocking me. I really had to rewire my brain. Now, I can finally distinguish what I want and do not want in my life. Knowing what my true motivations are, prioritize and ACT accordingly!

TL/DR: My main addiction was directly connected to a generational curse and therefore, my childhood and its resulting trauma. Through Lala's candles, help of my ancestors, the Divine and my determination, a major blockage is truly removed and cured 🙌🏽💜🌈☀️!