UNHEX/HALO RESULTS - SUPER LONG POST (BEAUTIFUL HEALING!! DO READ IF Y’ALL WOULD LIKE TO HEAR MY STORY)

hi all! i lit my unhex about 2 weeks ago and halo a week ago and here are my results. unhex : did not feel like anything changed much, boyfriend and i experienced headache and uncomcortable-ness here and there. 3 days later, lit halo/healing intense intense : both my bf and i had MAJOR headaches like im not even kidding when im saying that our heads were pounding like CRAZY. also, after unhex and before halo, my bf and i had a really bad fight and we broke up (i assumed it was because we were toxic so negativity removed means removing both of us from our lives). then, when i went over to collect my things (since we broke up) i rubbed DA oil behind my ears, neck and thighs. i went over, he said that he didnt even want to break up from the start, he just wanted a time out so we can both heal since we have hurt each other so much and i agreed. we cried a lot and kind of talked but the sexual tension in the air was SO MUCH that we ended up having sex and i went home. that was 2 days ago. fast forward to today, we fought again. i was going to break up with him again when i looked up at the dark sky and asked myself, is break up the only way? i love him so much and i didnt want to lose him. i went through a really bad break up 2 years ago (ex left me for my best friend) and i have been trying to heal from it for 2 years. i went over after sch and we cried and screamed and literally mucus was all over our shirts cause we cried SO MUCH like literally we could fill a river with our tears. then he admitted that he texted my ex (my ex and i kind of talked recently and became “friends”) and he said that my ex actually told him that judging from how i talked to him/actions right now, he told my bf i didnt change and i wasnt worth having a time out with!!??!??! my bf said “no, shes worth it” and then after all that drama, i finally saw the light at the end of the tunnel. something snapped in me. something hit me. for 2 years i was hurt and traumatised and so broken because of how my ex broke up with me. i felt like i wasnt enough and he broke me entirely. i tried so hard to recover (jumping from boys to boys, drinking, everything) yet i couldnt. i’ve been with my bf for almost a year now and i admitted at the start i just needed to fill the void but as time went by, i started gaining feelings and fell in love. but i wasnt in the right state to love anyone. but today, i finally realised i was. i realised how stupid i was to let my ex ruin me and my relationships. i thought to myself, my bf has NEVER left my side throughout the hurt ive put him through by pushing him away over and over and doing things that i know is WRONG. but he continued to stay and saw the potential in me to become better. i have no idea how and why but something in me just broke out of the toxic trap i put myself in. i looked over to my boyfriend crying profusely and told myself, its time i let go of the hurt and past and focus on him who is with me here and now and give him the love he deserves. the words that i thought were : “i am good enough, i am worthy and i deserve the love given to me by my bf. my ex didnt break up with me because i was unworthy or simply not good enough. its time i stop looking at the past and focus my present bf that i am hurting so much. make it right this time. love him. accept his love. make this relationship right again” i’ve never looked at bf with so much love. i cried just staring at him. im crying now thinking of him. he never left me once. i love him so much. only today after 2 years of hurt and trauma, i finally realised how to love myself and my bf and how much i was restricting myself from loving him. my ex dont mean shit. he did what he did and it wasnt based on my value. i didnt even bother texting and scolding him for what he said to my boyfriend. i didnt care or need his validation and opinion anymore. from now on, its me, my bf and the love we’re going to develop from here on. and thats the story of the cleansing/healing on my bf and i.