Good evening everyone. Just a little/long vent here, which I am sure I will get backlash, but I am open to the criticism but also ask that you be considerate of others comments and views. Thank you in advance ☺️
I feel stuck. It seems that I have some serious blockages, maybe I am not as spiritual or connected as I thought, guess I am confused and uneducated with Lala's work and my work (yes I did read the booklet numerous times, did my reading and such on here before I even purchased my first candle and I am constantly on the forum looking for answers), can't manifest or see past the present. I have been layering and layering and layering all with the same "intentions" and just feels like I am at a wall. I know some on here have mentioned before about seeing someone to help remove the blocks that may spiritually be around me and within myself. I am sure my chakras are blocked. Maybe that is the wall that I feel I am hitting. Maybe it is a curse on me to not bless me with the that connection spiritually. Harsh truth is I don't even know where to go to get help for that. I can honestly say that I do not trust the ones in my area or feel they are genuine. And you know what, it sucks.....it really does. It seems to have brought on more self doubt on myself. And before anyone gets defensive and angry, I do understand that it takes time. I do understand that not everyone has this connection right away and is something that takes time. I understand that my work and Lala's work takes time. I do understand that all but I would have thought that doing this for 5 months, I would have at least something, nothing major like my ex back (and I do chant for that) and we are back together in a loving committed relationship or a nice check in my mailbox or just feeling empowered and calm, or even the peace of not being in my own head when it comes to my head and so worried about the outcome and if it will be there. Guess I also have a problem with just letting it go and not think or obsess about it. 😞
That is all for my venting/ranting. I am sorry if anyone is offended, insulted or feels that I am not grateful or appreciative. Have a good evening everyone. Thank you for letting me post this.
Seems to me that you are harping on whatever you want to come to you. When you use these candles you have to cleanse yourself (halo) remove blockages (crossroads) un hex and then move into your work. When you cleanse your space light your candle and chant, let it burn for the specific time or longer, and let it go. Let the candle and the universe do its work. I knowbthat we have all been in that position where we wanted to see movement quickly, that happens for some but not all. You don't want to rush this and or constantly think about it either. You got this!
Also don't sleep on your ancestors. They're also here to help out as well. And I agree starting over is a good idea and make sure you're protecting your work.
And maybe u need to analyze your petition word it properly
Mars
Meditation do lots of it and u got to stop with the self doubt if u don't believe in yourself why would anyone do. Have faith believe relax be clear of what u really want then start over. Unhex Halo/still, healing bloodline, legba, crossroads